I appreciate your comment Marion, but actually, I AM a Christian and if you read other articles I have written, I've written about verses I've read and what they mean to me, how Jesus has been my healer, etc.
I'm glad you are back in fellowship with God. :-) The thing is, when I got cancer, I was in fellowship with Him and felt I had a close personal relationship with Him.
Because of my trust in Him, when I got cancer, I did not hide my anger from Him. And yes, when I was diagnosed with cancer, I WAS angry at Him. I wasn't going to pretend otherwise. And if I had tried - what would be the point? He can see my heart.